General musings and random ramblings *TRIGGERS*

[Suzi]

No need to do everything all at once lovely...

[Jaquaia]

Well I've showered and even the water on my arm was painful it's feeling quite warm to the touch at the moment so I will keep a close eye on it. Annoyingly, I'm close to kicking myself for doing it but I'd detached and didn't realise. Logically I know it wasn't my fault.

[Suzi]

Please go and let your GP see it for themselves. It's very different to tell about it rather than see it itms?

[Jaquaia]

I will consider trying to get in.

[Suzi]

Have you tried to get an appointment?

[Paula]

Consider?

[Jaquaia]

I'm not really seeing much point at the moment. But I've booked one for a week on weds and I will keep an eye open and if one comes available sooner I will swap it.

[Suzi]

But in a week on Wednesday the area you've hurt won't look how it is now - can you take pictures?

[Jaquaia]

Already done that! And I've cancelled my weightwise appointment on wednesday as it clashed with counselling and I think counselling will be more beneficial to me right now. I will show my counsellor. I've even cut my nails pretty short, mainly to set J's mind at rest. With how short they are now, I can't do as much damage if I get distressed.

[Suzi]

Oh sweetheart