General musings and random ramblings *TRIGGERS*

[Suzi]

Nooooooooooooooooo rest!

[Jaquaia]

I'm trying but my mind isn't cooperating, I'm getting restless and finding it hard to sit still

[Suzi]

I don't think you need to sit still to rest - I don't, I crochet because it helps my mind to rest and means I'm sitting

How are you today love?

[Jaquaia]

Tired. I was awake before 4 and then again at 5. It's taken 2 and a half hours to get up and get sorted as I have no energy or motivation. Already had J checking that I've eaten, I have! Just feeling a little empty today.

[Suzi]

Do you have any plans for this weekend?

[Jaquaia]

I need to do some studying but I don't have the motivation. I'm going to fail, I just know it

[Paula]

No. You’re not. You’re intelligent, focussed and it’s a subject you really want to study. Today, maybe even this week it may be hard but you’ve got a bit more time to put this one in and, even if it’s a bit rushed, you don’t fail on one rushed assignment

[Jaquaia]

Well I've gotten myself organised and got a folder and notepad sorted for notes. I've found my laptop bag so I can keep everything together. It's a start!!!

[Suzi]

It's a brilliant start. I know you can do this love. You are such an intelligent, interesting and fabulous lovely I have no doubt you'll be brilliant.

[Jaquaia]

I know I need to have more faith in myself, I just don't know how. All I can see is week 2 starts tomorrow and I'm already a week behind.