General musings and random ramblings *TRIGGERS*

[Paula]

He knows about J so I don't have a clue why he thought I might say yes!

Because he’s a knobhead, because he thinks he’s God’s gift, because he wanting you to pine for him and is ed that you’re not.

Have you blocked him yet?

[Jaquaia]

I haven't, I've just ignored his message. I just feel so much guilt still

[Paula]

You’ve done nothing to feel guilty about and, just turning to you for a romp in the hay after all this time? That’s disgusting, insulting and treating you like crap. Why do you think you owe this sort of man?

[Jaquaia]

Honestly? I don't know. I think because I hurt him and he made such a huge thing out of it despite his own behaviour that I shouldered all the blame. It's what I'm used to, I did it with my sister too.

[Suzi]

Sweetheart Paula is right. You have NOTHING to feel guilty about. Block him.

[magie06]

I agree. You have done absolutely nothing to feel guilty about.
How did you sleep last night?

[Jaquaia]

I didn't sleep amazingly well. I was still awake at 1 and woke up around 7.

I've just got back from my weightwise appointment and I've lost almost half a stone!

[Suzi]

That's a huge loss! Well done love!!

Hope you're having an OK day hunni...

[Jaquaia]

I'm plodding. My mask is firmly in place today, I wasn't even aware of it until Alex has just said I seem a lot more relaxed then my last appointment with him. I don't feel more relaxed! I'm pleased by how much I've lost though

[Suzi]

So you should be!
Sorry you're struggling today though lovely. Can you do something positive for you?