General musings and random ramblings *TRIGGERS*

[Jaquaia]

I've never seen myself as any that, I'm just me. I'm really touched that you think about me like that

[Suzi]

Well I do and I'm always right.... So there!

[Jaquaia]

I think I'm just going to give up on today. Nothing seems to be going right

[magie06]

Take some time out, and regroup. You have shown time and time again that you can do this. Have something to eat and drink and maybe a little walk and see how you feel.

[Jaquaia]

I'm just so tired. I'm tired of feeling like I don't matter. I'm tired of being treated as an afterthought.

[Suzi]

You are far from an afterthought here....

[OldMike]

You're an integral part of the DWD team here Jaq

[Jaquaia]

I'm probably overreacting but yesterday, we ended up paying for the parents meals. Not a problem! Except it seems my brother and sister had already sorted that out among themselves but neither of them bothered letting me know until the meals had been paid for. And then I was expected to pay an equal third of the bill despite being on my own and they had partners/the niece with them, plus they both earn a hell of a lot more then me. Neither of them considered that I may not have had the money with zero notice. But it's like that all the time. I only hear from them when they come and see the oldies or if I text them first and I'm tired of always being the one who has to make the effort.

[Angie]

Oh hunni have you spoken to them abut this x

[Jaquaia]

I've spoken to my mum and she's not hapy with them. And mentioned it to my dad, but nothing will get said as they just want an easy life. And if I said anything then I would just get accused of causing hassle.