Outside isn't an option, there's nowhere to sit and even if their was, it's quite windy so my notes would blow everywhere.
I can try but I have so little energy. I'm spending more time just lying here staring blankly at the page then actually working...
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Hey hunni, hope the day has been kinder as the day has got on love...
Do a little of something that makes you happy every day!
Not particularly. I coulld easily curl into a ball and just cry. I wish I could disappear but it's not really an option. I'm just feeling really, really alone and if I'm honest, bitter. And I feel guilty for feeling bitter.
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It seems to me today that trying to study is being counter productive .....
The purpose of life is not to be happy. It is to be useful, to be honorable, to be compassionate, to have it make some difference that you have lived and lived well.
I'm getting there, I'm actually starting last weeks work so small sense of achievement. But the thoughts are trying to shout that sense of achievement down.
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You're doing well Jaq the backlog of uni work is getting less and less so try and ignore those negative thoughts, or shout back "I'm winning" which you are.gif "(bear)")
77 and counting, less of the "Old" call me "Mike"
Well done lovely! You're getting there! Bit by bit!
Do a little of something that makes you happy every day!
I've managed to keep going all day and I've finally cracked. It's hard to not just completely break down and I'm fighting it but I'm tired. I'm tired of being alone. I don't want to be alone anymore. I don't want my life anymore.
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I know it's tough, but you know it's not going to be like this forever...
Do a little of something that makes you happy every day!
magie06 (08-06-18)
Do I though? Right now I'm not sure of anything at all
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