General musings and random ramblings *TRIGGERS*

[Jaquaia]

I've not. And my dad is just making me more and more agitated as he's been drinking again. I'm really, really on edge.

[magie06]

Look into getting one. They don't cost that much, and they are good for giving you something to do, even while studying.
Can you get out of your dad's way, by going to your room or something?

[Jaquaia]

Tea isn't far off. I don't get why it affects me so much now. I always managed to switch off before. He's always drank so it's not like it's anything new. I just can't wait to get out of here.

[Paula]

Beautiful bed Linen!

[Suzi]

I agree, that bed linen is beautiful! It is a happy bed linen!

What is it about your Dad's drinking you don't like?
Are they both still not smoking?

[Jaquaia]

I don't know. I suppose a lot of it is because he can sound quite aggressive when he talks and he can just be an utter dick. Possibly because of my experiences with dickhead, he never really drank but when he started sounding aggressive I soon learned to back down. I have memories of that aggression being aimed at me too...

[Suzi]

That would explain it all....

[Jaquaia]

I'm just struggling today and I'm so tired of struggling.

Have another appointment with the nurse prescriber tomorrow then have to go see one of the GPs too. If it's about my CRP level I may just scream....

[Suzi]

Hope it goes well... Are you feeling that this drug and dose seems to be helping at all?

[Jaquaia]

I think there's a slight difference but I'm still very up and down. I'm not wishing I could end things anywhere near as often.