General musings and random ramblings *TRIGGERS*

[Jaquaia]

I haven't got the energy to try and get in quicker at the moment. I haven't even found the energy to turn my light on. I feel so close to breaking yet empty at the same time

[Flo]

Hope you're feeling a little better today love. I do feel for you. Getting through each day is a small victory in itself sometimes. And regarding J. You don't have to fight battles to win him! He's already yours..it's just a matter of time. I think you'll have a lovely future together. Pat yourself on the back. He's worth smiling for.x

[Suzi]

I'm with Flo completely, I really hope today is even a tiny bit brighter....

[OldMike]

Flo said everything way better than this old dude ever could. I'll just leave this for you

You've found a soul mate in J and I'm sure you'll be spending lots of happy times together now and in the future.

[Jaquaia]

I laid in the dark until almost midnight, still awake at 1am. Woke up around half 7 and fell back to sleep until about half 10. It's the longest I've slept in a long while but I still feel tired. Still feeling empty and lost too.

[Suzi]

Sorry it was so crappy lovely. Are you getting out of the house at all apart from medical stuff?

[Jaquaia]

Other then for The Bluetones on Friday, not really. My sisters occasionally. Sometimes I'd just rather have the house to myself then go and be around people.

[magie06]

Hugs for you my love. Try for something to award yourself for getting this far, over the weekend.

[Jaquaia]

I want to try and do some study first. All I've done is come up and lay down so far...

[Suzi]

I've not managed to be particularly productive today.... I am exhausted from top to toe and have less motivation than an empty snail shell!

How's it going? Have you eaten? Had a drink yet?