General musings and random ramblings *TRIGGERS*

[Angie]

Am glad someone is listening to you hunni x

[Flo]

It's taken long enough for them to realise that something needs to be done. That must be a relief for you. It's about time that you get the respect you deserve! Good for you for persevering.

[Jaquaia]

I just feel completely deflated now. I'm still agitated but I feel completely flat. I've cried on the phone to J even though I tried so hard not to. My voice has no life to it, I feel exhausted even though I can't sit still and my skin is crawling

[Paula]

That’s exactly it though, lovely. You’re exhausted and, from experience, I can say that it’s always when there’s hope on the horizon that it hits just how exhausted you are

[Jaquaia]

I don't have time to be exhausted though. I have just short of 1400 words to write by first thing Monday. I have no idea how I'm supposed to muddle through

[Suzi]

You can do it lovely, just be kind to yourself along the way. You have to let yourself pace. You are exhausted, and the relief of someone finally listening is huge and it's going to hit you like a ton of bricks...

[Jaquaia]

I feel like I'm trying to tread water at the moment and keep going under as I don't have the energy to keep my body doing what it needs to stay afloat.

[S deleted]

Mate trust me, there may be the occasional gulp of salt water but trust me you are doing great

[Suzi]

Let us be your life ring and help you stay afloat love. The best thing you can do is talk and you know that.... How are you today?

[Jaquaia]

I'm not great. I'm agitated again and struggling to sit still yet I have no energy to do anything and all that's doing is making me more and more irritable.