General musings and random ramblings *TRIGGERS*

[Paula]

Apparently the stop smoking nurse is coming to the house. She has cut down a fair bit today though. I'm not sure what more to say then that.

I just know that if it was my mum blue lighted into hospital, I’d have been scared and it would have had a negative impact on my MH

[Jaquaia]

I've been watching Coupling.

Kept making silly mistakes but got there in the end, just didn't get much done...

https://www.dropbox.com/s/wz8554l8e4...04724.jpg?dl=0

I just know that if it was my mum blue lighted into hospital, I’d have been scared and it would have had a negative impact on my MH

I was scared but I also knew she was in good hands. I think I was so focused on keeping it together and not panicking that I didn't have much chance to focus on being scared itms?

[Paula]

You’ve got much further than I expected - and it’s looking really good

[magie06]

It's really turning out really beautiful.

[Jaquaia]

I had to put it away as my agitation was making me want to stab the needle into my hand.

[Suzi]

You really have done masses to your cross stitch. How are you feeling this morning?

[Jaquaia]

Not great but better then yesterday. I ended up in tears before bed and scratching my arm up.

[Flo]

Are you not taking any meds for your anxiety and agitation? You've had a belly full over the last few days. I'm not surprised you're feeling wretched. But you've done well with the cross stitch. Some days cross stitching can be a nightmare. More than once I've burst into tears with frustration because I've inadvertently used the wrong colour. Will you see your prince today?

[Jaquaia]

I'm on propanolol 3 times a day. It usually helps but not always.

I've just had to unpick some as I got carried away and used too many strands!

Not today, he'll ring me on his way home from work though.

[Paula]

Unpicking is so frustrating, we’ve all had to do it though :/