Well if you are home alone spinning there is nothingto be self conscious about. Blimey, if you saw how little I am wearing to go to the gym tonight. I don't really worry about it. I hope you get on well with the bike, it is really good for you.I just feel talked down to when he replies like that ^^^ like I'm making nothing into an issueWhy is your head not in a great place? Apart from the pain which I am sure doesn't help, I would have thought you would be the happiest I have known you. With the new man who is good for you and getting back into education I would expect things to be great.