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    19th nervous breakdown

    Well, New year, New thread and new start? Two out of three ain't bad.
    Woke up to the radio playing this song and though it an apt title.
    Need to get a washing done as I've run out of things to wear. Spoke to Dave this morning and he Is sobbed. Good start to the year for him. Hope it continues. Let the kids sleep this morning as i thought my son and Maxine would need a lay in. Trying to pull myself out of this rut is my goal. Just fed up with everything at the moment. Getting so far and then falling back.
    Still with the crisis team. Still taking the medication, still not coping.

    "Jaws was never my scene and I don't like star wars".

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    Princess Sparkles Paula's Avatar
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    Morning purple, it’s so great to hear Dave is doing well. I really Wish you weren’t going through this right now but do have complete faith you will get through to the other side
    “Start where you are. Use what you have. Do what you can.” – Arthur Ashe

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    Thanks Paula. Girls are up and made Chloe some noodles. I've had some positive feed back and tried really hard but right now I feel I'm losing the battle and the crisis team are coming up but to be honest I find everything so dull and tedious. No colour at all. Reminds me of a other stones song. Paint it black. How do the lyrics go?" I see a pink door and I want it painted black" That about sums it up.

    "Jaws was never my scene and I don't like star wars".

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    I have a feeling that this year will be better for you Purple. I'm keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.

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    Cooking some lunch now and got a washing on. Smoked makrile with brown rice and rocket. Some pitta bread.

    "Jaws was never my scene and I don't like star wars".

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    Massive hugs lovely. Are you still being open and honest with the crisis team? Is there a plan to get you more help? Do you feel the meds are helping at all?
    There's only us, There's only this, Forget regret, Or life is your to miss,
    No other road, No other way, No day but today. (Rent. Jonathan Larson)

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    As I am no longer private, no there are no plans in getting me more help. Like I said, , I have to take one day at a time, and as Paula said. Rely on my faith to get me through this. One of the things my se and the son spoke about is not being afraid to ask more people for help. That is something I am working on.

    "Jaws was never my scene and I don't like star wars".

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    The sleeping tablets are working but the diazipalm and citalopram I feel are not.

    "Jaws was never my scene and I don't like star wars".

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    Girls are out with mum and dad and I did a washing cooked lunch and changed the bedding.

    "Jaws was never my scene and I don't like star wars".

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    Diazepam are always meant as a short term relief, have you talked about longer term anti anxiety meds? When are you next due to see a doctor for a meds review?
    “Start where you are. Use what you have. Do what you can.” – Arthur Ashe

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