Page 80 of 145 FirstFirst ... 3070787980818290130 ... LastLast
Results 791 to 800 of 1443

Thread: Venturing out of the dark *TRIGGERS*

  1. #791
    Boss Lady ;) Suzi's Avatar
    Join Date
    Feb 2012
    Location
    Surrey. UK
    Posts
    95,317
    So pleased for you!
    Do a little of something that makes you happy every day!


  2. #792
    Librarian and chief holder of antiquities and biscuits Jaquaia's Avatar
    Join Date
    Sep 2014
    Location
    East Riding of Yorkshire
    Posts
    21,555
    I was talking to J last night as I was sorting my mums meds, I know I know! It's a miracle I haven't bored him yet!!! And I ended up blurting something out, I can't even remember what it was now, I know it was something very self-deprecating. Just after he went to bed I needed to open a seal on her CD drugs so I picked up a knife, and I have to confess that it was like a switch was flicked and I completely detached. I ended up dragging it across my arm and although I was aware, it felt like I was watching someone else do it itms??? I haven't cut myself, I'm too much of a coward to actually do something that involves pain, there's just a faint pink scratch there, I just thought I had got past this stage
    Tên përdu, jhamâi së rëcôbro

  3. #793
    Queen of Crafting magie06's Avatar
    Join Date
    Sep 2014
    Location
    Galway, Ireland
    Posts
    15,215

  4. The Following User Says Thank You to magie06 For This Useful Post:

    Jaquaia (06-10-17)

  5. #794
    Princess Sparkles Paula's Avatar
    Join Date
    Sep 2012
    Location
    Hampshire
    Posts
    52,877
    Unfortunately, that stage does try to rear it’s head intermittently, in my experience. If being a ‘coward’ (aka sensible) keeps you from hurting yourself, long may being a coward last!
    The purpose of life is not to be happy. It is to be useful, to be honorable, to be compassionate, to have it make some difference that you have lived and lived well.

  6. The Following User Says Thank You to Paula For This Useful Post:

    Jaquaia (06-10-17)

  7. #795
    Head Groundskeeper OldMike's Avatar
    Join Date
    Nov 2015
    Location
    Off his tree in Manchester UK
    Posts
    11,294
    77 and counting, less of the "Old" call me "Mike"

  8. The Following User Says Thank You to OldMike For This Useful Post:

    Jaquaia (06-10-17)

  9. #796
    Librarian and chief holder of antiquities and biscuits Jaquaia's Avatar
    Join Date
    Sep 2014
    Location
    East Riding of Yorkshire
    Posts
    21,555
    J texted me this morning to check how I was and I was honest with him so he came to see me after work. He gives excellent hugs!
    Tên përdu, jhamâi së rëcôbro

  10. #797
    Boss Lady ;) Suzi's Avatar
    Join Date
    Feb 2012
    Location
    Surrey. UK
    Posts
    95,317
    Oh hunni... I'm glad you didn't hurt yourself, and I'm really glad you've talked to us about it.
    Do a little of something that makes you happy every day!


  11. The Following User Says Thank You to Suzi For This Useful Post:

    Jaquaia (06-10-17)

  12. #798
    Librarian and chief holder of antiquities and biscuits Jaquaia's Avatar
    Join Date
    Sep 2014
    Location
    East Riding of Yorkshire
    Posts
    21,555
    My friend Rob has pointed out that I clam up when I'm struggling and it's a habit I really need to get out of. J has made me promise to ring him too if things get like they did last night. Having a friend locally is huge for me and to have one who is so supportive is making such a difference.
    Tên përdu, jhamâi së rëcôbro

  13. The Following 2 Users Say Thank You to Jaquaia For This Useful Post:

    Paula (06-10-17),Suzi (07-10-17)

  14. #799
    Librarian and chief holder of antiquities and biscuits Jaquaia's Avatar
    Join Date
    Sep 2014
    Location
    East Riding of Yorkshire
    Posts
    21,555
    Why try? Why bother trying to get my life in order? Everything always turns to . What did I ever do to anyone to deserve all the crap that is thrown at me?
    Tên përdu, jhamâi së rëcôbro

  15. #800
    Boss Lady ;) Suzi's Avatar
    Join Date
    Feb 2012
    Location
    Surrey. UK
    Posts
    95,317
    Woah, what's happened?
    Do a little of something that makes you happy every day!


Posting Permissions

  • You may not post new threads
  • You may not post replies
  • You may not post attachments
  • You may not edit your posts
  •