So pleased for you!
So pleased for you!
Do a little of something that makes you happy every day!
I was talking to J last night as I was sorting my mums meds, I know I know! It's a miracle I haven't bored him yet!!! And I ended up blurting something out, I can't even remember what it was now, I know it was something very self-deprecating. Just after he went to bed I needed to open a seal on her CD drugs so I picked up a knife, and I have to confess that it was like a switch was flicked and I completely detached. I ended up dragging it across my arm and although I was aware, it felt like I was watching someone else do it itms??? I haven't cut myself, I'm too much of a coward to actually do something that involves pain, there's just a faint pink scratch there, I just thought I had got past this stage
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Jaquaia (06-10-17)
Unfortunately, that stage does try to rear it’s head intermittently, in my experience. If being a ‘coward’ (aka sensible) keeps you from hurting yourself, long may being a coward last!
The purpose of life is not to be happy. It is to be useful, to be honorable, to be compassionate, to have it make some difference that you have lived and lived well.
Jaquaia (06-10-17)
77 and counting, less of the "Old" call me "Mike"
Jaquaia (06-10-17)
J texted me this morning to check how I was and I was honest with him so he came to see me after work. He gives excellent hugs!
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Oh hunni... I'm glad you didn't hurt yourself, and I'm really glad you've talked to us about it.
Do a little of something that makes you happy every day!
Jaquaia (06-10-17)
My friend Rob has pointed out that I clam up when I'm struggling and it's a habit I really need to get out of. J has made me promise to ring him too if things get like they did last night. Having a friend locally is huge for me and to have one who is so supportive is making such a difference.
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Why try? Why bother trying to get my life in order? Everything always turns to . What did I ever do to anyone to deserve all the crap that is thrown at me?
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Woah, what's happened?
Do a little of something that makes you happy every day!