Venturing out of the dark *TRIGGERS*

[Paula]

Want to run it past us?

[Suzi]

Just questioning some of my behaviour lately.

Which bits? Wanna talk about it?

[Jaquaia]

I'm not sure where to begin really

[Suzi]

Wherever it starts to flow from....

[Jaquaia]

So my ex from 10 years ago has got in touch and dickhead texted me today to tell me he still loves me and wants to try again. Just when I was starting to get my head untangled.

[Paula]

Sweetheart, you don't have to allow them to have room in your head. Just because they get in touch does not give them any right over your life now. The best thing to do, I think, is to ignore them and not let them have any of your time.

[Jaquaia]

If I'm honest, I don't think I'm doing as well as I thought I was and this was just stuff on top that I didn't need. I've barely drank this weekend, not eaten properly at all and not got up to anything healthy really.

[Suzi]

You should just send back "no thanks" and move on...
Why haven't you eaten and drunk properly? When are your parents home?

[Jaquaia]

I couldn't be bothered, which should be a red flag for me. Parents got back last night so I did eat properly then.

Just spoke to a receptionist at my gps. They only got the shared care bit from the rheumatologist yesterday! Ffs! This is ridiculous! I need to start this medication. I'm in a massive flare up at the moment, the pain in my wrist actually woke me up last night! I'm back in clinic in 2 weeks time and it's looking like I might have managed 1 week on the methotrexate when I should have been on it a month. Absolutely ridiculous!!!

[Suzi]

Ok so now they have it, when can you start it?