Ok, huge blip this evening. My phone crashed and then I lost all internet and I panicked. Without my phone, I don't really have any contact with the outside world, and losing that crutch is scary and it sent my anxiety sky high. I've only just stopped shaking but I'm feeling so stressed and tense that my whole body aches and my RA has flared up.

As for my date, his name is Ric, he's 35, no kids, lives in Grimsby and seems to be a bit besotted with me. We've talked on the phone and I feel so comfortable, the conversation just flows.