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    Princess Sparkles Paula's Avatar
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    Quote Originally Posted by Stella180 View Post
    I don't even know how to describe the way I am right now. Generally I feel like I'm doing ok, but there's plenty of evidence to the contrary.
    Hunni, if you can't complete a form, you're not doing ok - and that's the sort of thing that you can say without having to go all in with opening up straight away itms
    I believe if you wear enough pretty lipstick, sparkly jewellery and great shoes, no one will notice the size of your ass

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    I've had so many referrals over the past 9 years Emmy I've lost count, and each time it's the same story. They can't/won't help me. Only time I got psych care was when I was pregnant with my youngest. I was seeing a different person every 3 months and having to start all over again each time. I was promised a mental health social worker at the time that never materialised and after about a year I just didn't bother rebooking an appointment cos I was sick of broken promises and getting nowhere.


    I need to confess something. Part of the reason I took a break from the forum was because I had become pretty obsessive about the place. The day the site was down for maintenance, I panicked. It hit me just how much I relied on you all for support and I was so scared that I could lose that in the blink of an eye. My broadband could go down, the site could be shut down etc. and I would have nowhere to turn. In some twisted way I thought it would be better to walk away now than wait for it to potentially be taken away from me later. That it would be easier for me to deal with if I was in control of what happened. I dunno if it was the right thing to do. It felt like the right thing but that doesn't mean much right now cos I don't know if I can trust my instincts. Everything I've done lately has been because I thought I was doing the right thing and has led to people I care about being caught up in the storm I stirred up and I couldn't see any POV other than my own. I've not been easy to deal with and I apologise to anyone who I've ed off and thank those who have stood with me despite being a royal pain in the arse.
    The moment you doubt whether you can fly, you cease for ever to be able to do it.'
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    You're a HUGE pain in the arse at times but I still love ya!
    Tn prdu, jhami s rcbro

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    ^^^wss
    I believe if you wear enough pretty lipstick, sparkly jewellery and great shoes, no one will notice the size of your ass

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    Yeah I know.
    The moment you doubt whether you can fly, you cease for ever to be able to do it.'
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    It's nothing to get upset about - you're awesome and, with great awesomeness comes great challenges . There's always a balance (not sure I'm making sense but there you are)
    I believe if you wear enough pretty lipstick, sparkly jewellery and great shoes, no one will notice the size of your ass

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    Yep! You're awesome!
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    What they said ^^

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    We all do things that we think are the right things to do which actually aren't - I know I do all the time.
    I hope you realise that no matter what I'm still hanging around and won't give up on you..
    You can't stop the waves, but you can learn to surf.
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    Please don't do that girls. There is no 'awesomeness' so please don't feed me that crap. Suzi, that means so much but I don't deserve it. I don't deserve any of you. I can't do this.
    The moment you doubt whether you can fly, you cease for ever to be able to do it.'
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