Time Passing By and Fear of Failure *Triggers*

[selena]

I do think most people have evil roots in their nature. I never aimed to be the best, just doing my work, and the writer herself chose me as the best translator for her book.

Well, I did observe that some translations of 1-2 colleagues are based on google translate system, but I never said a word against them. They failed and now wanted to prove one of supposed translations was bad. The thing is that their variants failed. I never get people without empathy, as I never try to put down someone, just using constructive criticism.

[Suzi]

I don't agree that most people have evil roots in their nature at all. I think most people are good, I've only ever met a couple in my life who I would say weren't "good."

[Jaquaia]

I think evil is a bit strong. Some may be selfish, self-centred or self-absorbed, but I wouldn't say most people have evil roots. Some just aren't very nice people but do tend to have redeeming qualities when you dig deeper

[selena]

The people I'm talking about can push and pass over your body only to reach their goals. I'm so fed up with them and their set of intrigues.

[selena]

The thing is that I feel very bad, my life turned a hell. I just want to vanish in the infinite. I cannot stop crying.

[Jaquaia]

How has your life turned to hell? Selena, only you can change what you aren't happy with. We can support you but the effort needs to come from you.

[selena]

I'm very unhappy with my current work and pressure everywhere.

Yes, I'm grateful for your support.

[Suzi]

The thing is that I feel very bad, my life turned a hell. I just want to vanish in the infinite. I cannot stop crying.

Have you seen a Dr about how you are feeling? Are you on medication?
If you are feeling this bad then you do have to do something about it. Go and see a Dr, tell the everything and get some proper medical help.

I'm very unhappy with my current work and pressure everywhere.

Then are you looking around for alternative employment? What other pressure?

[selena]

Pressure from my boss, home, online.

[Jaquaia]

Suzi is right. What is stopping you from trying for other jobs? What can you do to get past that? Break everything down in to small steps. That way it doesn't feel so daunting.