Time Passing By and Fear of Failure *Triggers*

[Suzi]

Sweetheart what kind of support are you going to have when she comes out of hospital?

[selena]

Just maybe some of her friends around can help, but I doubt she will accept it easily.

[Paula]

How are you going to cope with caring for her and work?

[selena]

For this I've asked for holiday, actually it is my legal holiday, just now she doesn't want to keep her promise. One more employee has left the company by the way.

[selena]

I would also like to point out something about my regrets.

[Paula]

What regrets?

[Suzi]

Take the week lovely - what's the worst she can do?
What regrets do you have?

[selena]

I think I'm simply not recovered yet after shock.

But there is some good news too.
I was given a week vacation by my boss. And mom is back home.

But I've got or nearly in hysterics at hospital. We were waiting for taxi, but it was already too long and bad weather outside...
A doctor suggested to call at the first floor at the Reception sector. When I approached and asked her, she replied that they are not taxi service. I replied that that's a rude reply, I was referred and I shouted that I would file a complaint with their attitude. She then replied that this information is wrong an asked about mom's condition.
I usually behave delicately, but she was first to reply in a very rude way. Then another medical assistant asked me kindly what sector we are to go.

Well, I usually keep my emotions hidden and I'm a bit ashamed of this outburst, but she provoked me.

Well, we got home anyway after a harsh day...

[Paula]

Don’t be ashamed, lovely, you’ve had to deal with a lot of awfulness and you or your mum don’t deserve to have someone who is supposed to help you, be rude and unhelpful

[Strugglingmum]

So glad you got your mummy home. Hopefully the 2 of you can take it easy for the next week and rest. X