Time Passing By and Fear of Failure *Triggers*

[Paula]

Morning, lovely, how are you?

[selena]

Not so fine, probably high cortisol due to late stress.

I'm praying only that we'll sort it out by next week...as soon as possible, as it's extremely hard for both of us.

[Suzi]

Are you doing anything nice today to rest a bit?

[selena]

I've returned earlier from hospital (because it's Sunday) and maybe I've got some more rest than usually. Just because I haven't been working today.

[Suzi]

Visiting someone and worrying about them is exhausting hunni. You need to be spending some time a day on you - eating sensibly, resting, showering, getting some exercise if you can....

[selena]

My mother underwent MRI exam and is unfortunately still in harsh condition. 1) Multiple liver lesions (hopefully benign at least) of cluster type with central necrosis, oedema too 2) some dilatation of biliary duct, but detection of purulent (probably) tissue dead fragments there, common biliary duct obstructive process, maybe necrotic detritus; thus fever is understandable and jaundice too 3)bilateral lung pleurisy , I was thinking why she is coughing and they were unable to detect it in hospital through X-ray. She will undergo surgery asap despite difficulties, because we have no choice. Thank you for support and prayers please.

I'm ok, but very tired and having constant headaches.

[Paula]

you are, of course, in my thoughts and prayers. I hope the surgery helps her feel more comfortable than she is at the moment xx

[Suzi]

Are you eating and drinking properly lovely? That could set off headaches - as can hospital lighting and stress of course...

[selena]

I think more or less yes, at least I'm trying...

[Suzi]

Selena, have you been drinking and eating today? Yesterday?