I had a dream about losing my teeth a few months ago and this is what I found...
Losing teeth - anxiety, indicators of life changes, symbol of a new start, intensity of imagery reflects intensity of the anxiety
The images we see in our dreams are often just a visual representation of our deepest worried. Try not to read too much into your dreams lovely, you've got enough to worry about at the moment.
Tên përdu, jhamâi së rëcôbro
I completely agree with Jaq, lovely
The purpose of life is not to be happy. It is to be useful, to be honorable, to be compassionate, to have it make some difference that you have lived and lived well.
Sweetheart when my Dad was diagnosed with Mesothelioma he didn't want any treatment like chemo and although it was really hard for us - especially my Mum at least he wasn't in pain and didn't spend time dealing with horrible side effects and could actually spend the last of his days spending time with family and doing things he loved...
Do a little of something that makes you happy every day!
Sending lots of love and hugs
The purpose of life is not to be happy. It is to be useful, to be honorable, to be compassionate, to have it make some difference that you have lived and lived well.
More update: a week in hospital. Today she is feeling better, but I'm still scared of jaundice in her eyes. The doctor talked to her about alternative medication I've mentioned before, she got calmer, although hoping to continue improvement wuthout this medication.
The purpose of life is not to be happy. It is to be useful, to be honorable, to be compassionate, to have it make some difference that you have lived and lived well.
77 and counting, less of the "Old" call me "Mike"
Maybe not in the best way, but I'm more or less fine.
Are you eating? Drinking enough? Taking care of you?
Do a little of something that makes you happy every day!
Please pray for me, for us. Today she has been in horrible condition. She stopped eating again, experiencing nausea, fever, jaundice and weakness. She only felt better when they give her Tromadol or Morphine. At least she can get some rest or sleep. But it breaks my heart to see her in this condition. I only pray that God raises her and gives her some more time with me, I need her so much, love so much and I am just not ready to lose her! She is such an amazing and kind person, doing so much for others without taking anything! I'm just feeling trapped, I'm praying and not praying at once...But she stays faithful to God despite everything.
Her doctor told me they will undergo another ultra sound tomorrow. And I'll go on Monday to local GP too in order to have the right to buy necessary drugs for her, like Metformin and Tramadol.
I'm feeling so useless, so broken, I'm afraid to lose my mind
and lose everything
That's too much for me
I've taken valium, but it didn't help.
A week ago she told me "What's the date is today?
Many years ago she had a religious revelation
It was Night from 26 to 27
September 27 is a religios holiday in Romania
Then I see why she decided to live lack a monk in a normal society
church, prayers, rules...
Ok
I can get anything
and I'm especially afraid of this night
but if God loves her so much and chose this vocation, why would he want to see me destroyed now?
My prayer is not a prayer of a good person
I'm crying and asking him to hear me
I can be subdued
She told me " You're wise, intelligent, I'll pray for you even in another world. You can get through it"
But I'm mentally vulnerable and suicidal
I'm feeling trapped
She told me try to be stronger, wait for 6 months and then I can sell the apartment and move anywhere
But for now it's unbearable for me
I hope to see her by my side at least 2 months...in fact more and more time
but she should sort out from this
Her doc is also discouraged..
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