Time Passing By and Fear of Failure *Triggers*

[Suzi]

Hope you've had/are having a good time!!

[Mira]

I was just thinking the same as Suzi did

[selena]

I was so over emotional, probably it was a little weird, but it worked out between us. We had exchanged messages before, but this was different, and me too shy. He told me to feel at ease, no embarrasment anyway, his attitude is nice. He is educated and intelligent. But I worried cause of my anxiety. Although I want it to be special and he does too. I like that he has never tried to push me to do something keeping calm.

As for home, grandma was dismissed from hospital today. She is still very weak, but quiet and in clear mind.

[Paula]

Well that sounds about as good as most first dates go welll done! Glad grandmas honme, hope she manages to rest

[selena]

I'm happy from one side, because he is special anyway in my eyes and special feeling too. But I wonder how to build up a relationship with a man, if he doesn't (and maybe shouldn't) know anything about my anxiety.

[Jaquaia]

Take it slowly and don't rush things, just see how things go. Are you seeing him again?

[selena]

I want, I'm just struggling with some bad mood swings now.

[Suzi]

That sounds positive about your date and well done Grandma!

So... I would tell him about your anxiety, but you've only had 1 date and you don't really know each other yet... When are you going on the next date?

[selena]

I don't know yet, but we can talk about it.

I'm sad because of another thing too. Metformin treatment proved to work well for me so far, but I has experienced some difficulty in gallbladder area (although I probably surely experienced it before). Maybe I'm worried too but I'm afraid of getting fast in surgery department if I increase dosage. I'm really concerned about it.

[S deleted]

Selena metformin is a well established drug and the benefits outweigh any side effects. Maybe you can use peppermint oil to relieve the symptoms. Drinking peppermint tea can help.