Time Passing By and Fear of Failure *Triggers*

[selena]

Rather high insuline rezistance, but doctor calmed me that it could be corrected, it was also due to the last stress.

My mom found out the results and already supposed horrible diseases, although the doc said that's due to PCOS and nothing related.

"It's losing just a battle, not a war" - said he.

[Paula]

So there’s nothing wrong that can’t be dealt with by you looking after yourself better? That’s great news and I hope you’re going to be a bit kinder to yourself from now on .....

[selena]

Yes, there is a plan, but I want to find a good endocrinologist first, this really bothers me.

[Jaquaia]

It's easily rectified Selena. I'm on a drug called metformin for that reason.

[Suzi]

And me...

[selena]

Thank you everybody for support, as I've started to get anxious about it.

[ophelia]

hugs if wanted.

I can't believe where 2017's gone, and I can't believe that most of the year's been wasted.. with me accomplishing nothing.

I always say the next year is worse than the previous, and I do fear failing at life

getting old and having nothing to look back on..

[magie06]

Can I just say that I think you are doing so well. You've really had a bad year and yet you are still so cheerful and positive on your thread. Well done.

[Suzi]

Thank you everybody for support, as I've started to get anxious about it.

I can understand that, but really this isn't a massive issue lovely. You can work with this one.

[selena]

I hope so, especially compared to my mum's situation, but doc said that I should follow proper treatment in order to exclude possible consequences and cancer risks in the future. As to my mum, when I returned home she showed me a lot of web articles on horrible illnesses related to IR. Well, we agreed to calm down.

magie06, it is really hard to keep positive, but I'm really trying not to lose hope despite some hard moments. I have a lot of fears, but hope the upcoming year will be better indeed.