Time Passing By and Fear of Failure *Triggers*

[selena]

By Friday probably.

Lumps are already suffocating me.

[Paula]

I'd lay money they're not and that it's the anxiety making you feel like that, sweetheart. And it's completely understandable under the circumstances. Have you spoke to your doctor about what's going on and the impact it's having on you?

[selena]

I'll talk, but by next weej, only to survive this and my boss's pressure...

[Flo]

Hi selena. Sorry you're feeling poorly. I have to agree with Paula, I think it's anxiety that's causing the feeling of suffocation. Everything tenses up and you get a constricted feeling that makes it difficult to breathe - well I do anyway! - your mum seems to be looked after very well and she's very lucky to have such a loving and caring daughter as you. Try to get as much rest and relaxation as you can, and look after yourself.

[OldMike]

I'm sorry you are feeling unwell, I think the stress and anxiety caused by your mother being in hospital could be a contributing factor.

You are a good daughter and you are dealing with this stressful time in the best possible way you can.

[Suzi]

Selena, when did you take 30 mins out and just sit and concentrate on you or go for a walk? Just do something "normal" and with no pressure on you at all?

[selena]

Suzi, I'll try, but that's hard. I was at hospital today, she was anxious first and due to the last circumstances deals with mood swings.

Thanks everybody for support.

[Suzi]

You always have our support lovely. Do try to get some time for you love, it's so important.

Hope your Mum is getting better quickly lovely.

[selena]

Me too, but there are moments I'm feeling useless and even suicidal.

I cannot win any illness.

[Suzi]

If you are feeling suicidal then please get to your Dr asap or call a helpline? It's serious and you need help.