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    Go to your dr Selena if you're still worried. It is however normal for lymph nodes to swell if you've got an infection so maybe seeing your dr now when you've got the lumps may help them to understand whether that's connected or not. None of us know what the lumps are and the only people that can answer those questions are the doctors.
    The purpose of life is not to be happy. It is to be useful, to be honorable, to be compassionate, to have it make some difference that you have lived and lived well.

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    A very hard day today. Lumps again...Developing suicidal thoughts, about my fails and the fear of death.

    A difficult reunion at work. My boss made us stay till late. And the accountant told us that we don't keep some lists properly. I asked my boss about it and she told me there is no problem. So this woman tries to create mess and involve someone in conflict. I'm doing a lot of work, but there is no proper recognition I guess.
    Sometimes I hate myself for being so weak.

    I like my job, but I'm fed up with all the fuss around.

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    Selena, if you're developing suicidal thoughts then you NEED to speak to someone. You can't keep putting it off
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    Thank you, I'll not leave this anymore, I'll try speaking to someone...better a specialist.

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    I agree, you really do need to get this sorted lovely.
    Do a little of something that makes you happy every day!


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    I don't know how and sometimes I do feel ashamed and proud at once...for what I did today.

    I have much work and many customers as well, I can make some errors, but I've never done google translations.
    In our office, there is a new girl who has done google translations in her own native language!
    my boss proposed me today to work indoors as editor (for about nothing!). I stood up and told her that I'm now an authorized translator, not editor, I enjoy my job and do my job well, and have no time to spend my energy on those who deliberately make a bad job. And that I also enjoy to communicate with customers.

    I just can't believe that I stood up for myself so firmly and in a loud voice...

    As soon as I get my authorization, she will need me even more, because there are only two authorized office translators of English.

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    Well done!! I'm so glad that you stood up for yourself today.

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    Woohoo! Selena well done!
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    OMGoodness! That's awesome! Well done lovely! So proud of you!!!
    Do a little of something that makes you happy every day!


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    Well done Selena, I'm so glad you stood up to your boss.
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