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    Way to go Selena great news on the exam results.

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    Congrats on the exam results Selena you've done brilliantly.
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    I just want to ask you for prayers or distance positive support.

    Now I'm passing through hard times. My grandma is seriously ill and according to the doctor she won't be alive for long time. In my family, the relations had been always complicated, only in the last years the relation became warmer between 3 generations, it is more related to difficult relationship between my mom and grandma. Earlier this summer grandma developed the first symptoms of dementia, but it's not mainly about this, it's about cardiac insufficiency and the risk of stroke.

    I can't see someone suffering, especially close person.

    I think I'm going to lose my mind or my head will explode. The pressure everywhere and my mother's comments about my illness and the online "wizard" men who damaged my heart and mind. Maybe I'm too troubled, sometimes I feel the desperate need of loving and being loved, or maybe it's related to past failed or non-existent father -daughter relationship.

    Rationally I understand everything, I just can't accept some things.

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    Oh hunni, I'm so sorry about your grandma, I will pray for you
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    Thank you, the situation is really difficult to bear, my work is like salvation in current situation despite my boss's pressure. Although sometimes it's hard to keep mask and tears inside in the office.

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    I'll keep your grandma in my prayers. I'll light a candle in the church next time I go. Take care.

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    Sorry to hear about your Grandma Selena am thinking of you all
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    Sorry about your Grandma lovely.. I'll keep you all in my thoughts..
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    I hope everybody is fine, because health is the most important thing.

    Last year I wrote about lumps, but doctor said there are no reasons to think it is cancer. I had a bad cold some weeks ago, fever didn't last, I basically recovered. But I still feel the lumps and have a kind of cough.
    I'm so scared of something more serious like the supreme forces will punish or condemn me.

    My mum triggers even more my state. Just don't know what to think about it.

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    Go and see the Dr again lovely if you are still scared about it..
    Do a little of something that makes you happy every day!


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