I have a lot of anxieties re:the future. My future, the kids futures, decisions etc etc etc. I'm trying to just breathe have faith and know that whatever happens we can get through it all together.
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I have a lot of anxieties re:the future. My future, the kids futures, decisions etc etc etc. I'm trying to just breathe have faith and know that whatever happens we can get through it all together.
It's hard to do though, I totally agree. Those worries are the same ones we all have I think... not that it makes anything easier or less for each of us.
I'm feeling very emotionally and mentally drained today. I think stress is just really catching up with me.
Hoping for an early night!
Oh no love! Do you want to talk about what's going on in your head?
There is so much its all a confused jumble. A lot of plain old mum stuff. I find that although I'm doing a lot better, it's still a bit fragile. I certainly cant carry the load I used to without it pulling me down.
I'm worried about my eldest away in England, Io is having issues which have drained every part of me over the past week.
Hunni, you are amazing, but you have to give you a break. You don't have to carry everything on your own love. You can talk to us, you can share the fears and the load with Ali.
It's only natural to be worried about your babies - especially when they aren't with you. What's up with Io?
Yeah I've been talking to A alot. Io has been talking to him too. He finds it easier to listen and then, I dont know, it's like he can listen, give advice if necessary and then set it down.
It's like he knows he doesn't need to carry it or something. It's not that he doesn't care but he's able to separate himself from it or something. I actually really admire that skill. I was able to do it with work but have never managed it with the kids.
I went back to bed this morning so I'm just up and fed. I'm going to have another cuppa and then do some housework.
It's not something I find easy... I never have.
Are you going to pace?
You know we're here too if you want to talk about what's going on...
I've been gutting out D's room while he is away. I have it all done now apart from the top of the wardrobe.
I have to take C to college and grab a few groceries so it may get done later or it may be the one thing left undone ad Io has foodbank tonight so I have to do that.
OO Did D know you were going to do his room?
That's a lot of running around too. I sympathise, today is a 4 schoolrun day for us....