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It’s not a factor at the moment. But this break up has hit me harder than I expected.....luckily that shouldn’t be a factor for a few weeks otherwise I might have been worse. The wanting to not wake up thoughts hit me again last night but I haven’t been out of an evening since it all happened. A friend has invited me round tonight for tea, so I am going as much as I don’t want to. She knows how I’m feeling so hopefully will be ok.
I’m trying so hard to not sink further into this as I feel stupid but maybe I didn’t realise how much of myself I’d given to him, not at all his fault, and maybe that’s why I’m feeling like such a failure......
All ramblings again today guys apologies for that.
Hope you are all doing well and coping with the weather :)
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You’re not stupid, lovely
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Definitely not stupid and definitely not rambling x
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Morning all, last night was nice to get out. I found it hard as my friend talks a lot, and all I’ve wanted to do all week is be quiet. She helped me understand a bit more and I feel less of a failure today. Just missing him, and wishing things were different. I hope I helped him in some way.
How is the snow where you are?
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I’m so glad your friend was able to help. The missing him will ease with time, love, though you may always have a bit of you that is sore. You’re not a failure, you did everything you could to make it work.
We’ve still got snow here but it’s slightly warmer so hopefully it’s on it’s way out ;)
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Be careful today then :)
Thanks Paula, everyone has scars on their heart I guess. The hardest part is not being there for him and in some ways I feel guilty for that.
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We've all been hurt before and you do move on and you will find someone who treats you like a Princess - how you deserve to be treated.