(bear) Are you speaking to J later? You aren't broken lovely, but I wonder when you last let it all out was?
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(bear) Are you speaking to J later? You aren't broken lovely, but I wonder when you last let it all out was?
I know the feeling. Distraction is good. Because it will pass and then things will be a bit better again. Your ok.
I feel anything but ok at the moment.
We've been texting most of the afternoon and I know I have him worried, I don't like worrying him. I just can't hide it today
IF you love him and he loves you then you shouldn't have to hide it.
You don’t have to hide it here
He agrees with you and is always telling me not to hide when I'm struggling as he wants to be there for me, just as I know that when I see him on Monday he won't say anything but just hold me tight until I'm ready to talk. It's a habit I got into with dickhead, because me talking about what I was struggling with was always "emotional blackmail"
Then have you told him now?
I haven't. He knows I'm really low, he knows I'm tired of fighting, he knows I've been crying, but putting why in to words is incredibly difficult.
Wanna try it out on us?
Huge hugs hunni you are a wonderful kind giving caring loving young women