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Ok, huge blip this evening. My phone crashed and then I lost all internet and I panicked. Without my phone, I don't really have any contact with the outside world, and losing that crutch is scary and it sent my anxiety sky high. I've only just stopped shaking but I'm feeling so stressed and tense that my whole body aches and my RA has flared up.
As for my date, his name is Ric, he's 35, no kids, lives in Grimsby and seems to be a bit besotted with me. We've talked on the phone and I feel so comfortable, the conversation just flows.
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(hugs) lovely. How are you doing after the blip?
Date sounds lovely - where are you going?
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Mainly sore. I was in so much pain last night that I took a naproxen and went to bed early. I've never been so tense that it's started causing discomfort before, my leg is so tight today that it's actually painful.
I'm not sure yet. He wants to take me for a meal.
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Could the tension also be because of your date?
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I'm actually looking forward to seeing him, although very nervous. He's incredibly sweet and easy to get on with.
I'm annoyed with the hospital though. Just seen the doctor and can't start the methotrexate as they haven't received anything from the rheumatologist.
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Oh ffs! Have you called them?
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I have no details for them, the doctor is getting the secretaries to chase it up and I'm to ring and check in a week.
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Oh hunni that is not good x
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I'd be bloody fuming too.
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