Those elf’s sound gorgeous!
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Those elf’s sound gorgeous!
Hopefully they will be when they are all fired. Suffering a lot from anxiety tonight. Don't know why but it had been a bad day for anxiety all day, starting with a nightmare shopping trip in Morrisons. I have tried to keep myself distracted with sewing and art related stuff but now it is getting near bedtime it is getting worst. I dare not take a lorazepam as I see the nurse at 9 tomorrow and I don't want to over sleep.
How did you get on last night? Did you tell the nurse everything?
How are you feeling?
I am a bit rough this morning. Saw the diabetes nurse just now. Everything was going well till she checked my urine sample. A finger prick test followed and she told me my blood sugar was nearly 3 times what it should be. Oppps. Now was it that Costa black forest hot chocolate yesterday? Or the bag of chocolate raisins? Or the tin of peaches in syrup? Or the can of full sugar coke, Or the biscuits at bedtime? Surely not...(think)(shake)
Oh no! Are you just not looking after yourself properly?
No. I know I should be taking more care but I am just not bothered. I think that if it shortens my life then good
Pen have you told the Dr or the Diabetic nurse that's how you are feeling?
Pen, I’m going to be blunt (again, im sorry). Not taking care with your diabetes can ultimately lead to stroke and heart disease but way before that you’d be looking at leg and foot infections (potentially leading to amputation), vision loss and kidney failure. Do you really think you want to live your life with those complications?
Ok. I will try harder.