Here goes sat on my own other half is in bed. Kids are in bed. Trying to get him up not happening. My inner speaker in my head is ripping me up inside.
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Here goes sat on my own other half is in bed. Kids are in bed. Trying to get him up not happening. My inner speaker in my head is ripping me up inside.
Why are you trying to get him up? Can you do something different?
I’m with Suzi, why do you want to get him up?
Just to chat how I'm feeling. And I'm sat Here listening to some decent music that has a proper meaning x
Hunni, try to remember that dealing with a loved one who has depression is really hard. He needs his space as much as you need to talk. There needs to be a bit of give and take
I see what you mean.
Sat thinking why me with this illness. I've seen him for 4 hours today.
What does it mean when your feeling like your being ripped up inside.
I hate to say it but why not you? Depression doesn’t discriminate, I’m afraid, it can hit anyone.
Absolute horrible illness this.
Yes it is
Roll on Monday. Hoping I get the help I need. What would a doctor firstly say to me. X
They’ll ask how you’ve been feeling over the last few weeks, ask you about your symptoms, that sort of thing.
Just can prepare what's gonna be fired at me really. I'm a person that needs to be geared up for what's g9nna happen x
Feel like at the min like I've got wires in my head and they've been pulled apart and I've been wired back very different x
Same feeling different day.
I totally get this. A fear of the unknown. I too wanna know everything before hand so I can prepare myself. This might give you a better idea https://www.nhs.uk/Tools/Pages/depression.aspx
What have you got planned for today? Maybe you could do something fun with the kids - just to distract yourself from how you are feeling?
I. Hoping to make a roast dinner then build myself up for a walk out. Wrap the kids up and go. Kids can't wait. But at this moment I really can't be bothered. X
Sometimes you have to push yourself and going out for some walk and exercise is actually really helpful..
I'm hoping I actually do get out today. These can't wait to get wrapped up and splash in puddles x
I hope you get out today lovely x sending you strength
Thanks lovely. Dinner just on now. Will update when and if I go out without havi g literally heart attack. Xx
Heads up I've ate what I could off my dinner. Now to talk other half into having a walk out some fresh air. Xx
Argh gonna scream before the day is out. X
No screaming, but did you get out and get some exercise? Wrap up warmly, it's freezing!
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Yo I'm back. Not long came in. Other half gone sleep. My mate just d9ne a show so watching that plus walked for 4 miles x
Glad you got out for a walk. Did the kids enjoy it?
well done :) did you enjoy the fresh air? x
Yeah. But felt like hubby was rushing to get home. Kids came back dirty nothing a shower hasn't sorted. Get these 2 bed and bam back to feeling poo x
Have you got any plans for tomorrow?
Can you plan things to do to help you get out of the house at all? Do the children go back to school tomorrow?
He works nights sleeps the bloody days away. And no no e only just finished x
That d9ctor is calling f0r me tomorrow. Need to be up and ting at 8am x
Please try not double posting. You have been asked lots of times.
Do you mean that the doctor is telephoning you or coming to your house?
Sorry I keep double posting. I'm gonna call them to make appointment. Other half went mad today because he couldn't wash the car. And I'm trying to get out with the kids without panicking over stuff. Xx
What do you mean he "went mad" because he couldn't wash the car?
Make sure you do call them, your health is important.
I'm with Suzi.
He text me saying car wash was far 2 busy. Picks us up next rhing hes goes off on one. Saying cant get what i want you lot get what you want. Very quite when we went out. Kids enjoyed it.
120 calls to get through to my doctor and can't get in till weds. Gonna keep.posting in here. Xx
Tell him to clean it himself if he's that bothered!
At least you've an appointment and it's this week. That's much better than some can get.
Keep talking to us, lovely, it does help