New year more depression

So, I haven't been on for a while. My point is I'm depressed.
I knew that. New years eve got me even more down.
All I done was laid in my bed alone and cried. I feel so lonely. No friends really no nothing.
I get down and wish I wasn't here and that I don't have to go through another year.

I don't know what to do
I've tried to make friends but nothing is working I feel crappy and alone

Sorry you're feeling so bad. Have you been to see your Dr and told them about how bad you are feeling?

I know that feeling. For me how to deal with that feeling is put on music as loud as you can and make an appointment with your G.P A.S.A.P. You know there is the Samaritans.? I know right now you feel awful but it will pass. Make that G.P. appointment.