OK.... As long as that's what you are doing and it's only a temp thing...
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OK.... As long as that's what you are doing and it's only a temp thing...
For now yes but I don’t know what comes next
With regard to....
Anything!
Can you try to pull back your focus to one or two issues, not "everything"?
I know I’m not in the right head space to make any permanent choices so I’m only looking at temporary solutions.
What do those solutions entail? (I can recommend some Winchester action, if that helps (giggle))
Why is it that this is where my head went...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MeJzHSxRq40
It’s not the same since Season 13 when Mrs. Ackles joined the show. Thankfully she’s only in a handful of episodes.
Tonight I felt like getting (swear)(swear)(swear)(swear)ed. By the time I opened the second can I’d gone off the idea so finished that one and went to bed. Can’t do self destruct properly at the moment. I said to a friend earlier that I really need an epic meltdown with blood snot and tears and destruction, the kind that leaves you wasted and you barely have the energy to lift your head off your pillow and at take days or even weeks to get your (swear)(swear)(swear)(swear) back together but when you do it’s like your soul has been purged and you’re born again. Just let everything go.
If you could do it safely, without the blood etc then I can see why it'd be cathartic.... I do feel that you seem to be lurching from one upset to the next atm.... I am concerned about you..