Yep! Same conversation with J many, many times. He just tells me I need to try harder to get rid of him (giggle)
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Yep! Same conversation with J many, many times. He just tells me I need to try harder to get rid of him (giggle)
He's awesome. He's also right.
However I've had the same conversation with Marc time and time again - especially when some other part of me breaks. BUT I can see it from both sides because he has said the same to me about him with his mental health and I can't tell him enough that actually I love him, all of him. Yes he does things that p(ss me off (snoring, leaving teaspoons balanced on the edge of the sink, falling asleep in odd places and then saying he isn't asleep all whilst snoring) and although I wish he didn't have to fight with the stuff in his head every day I absolutely adore him. He is the kindest and most lovely man on the planet.
You see, if it was the other way round for you would you stop loving him because he was poorly? What if you had a physical illness? Would you expect him to stop loving you?
Stop being so harsh on yourself.. Have you ever done the exercise where you find 5 things about you that you love (here we start with don't hate about yourself)? Give it a go....
Hey. How are you? Not heard from you today. Thinking about you.xx
Hope it's been a good day lovely.
Too shattered to even think of the New Year but hope you all have a peaceful start to the New year.
Hope that means you're getting some rest in and being kind to yourself....
Hope you're planning on building in rest days love....
Unfortunately there is no time For rest days.
I realised today that I haven't taken my antidepressants for a week. I have no idea how to get back on them as I will have to build up dose again. I'm going to have to wait til I can speak to my gp later in the week to see what dose to start on. Actually don't feel like I want to go back on them at all. I was walking down the stairs today with my arms full and thought how easy it would be to just throw myself down them. Too tired for all this effort.
Sweetheart, not taking the ADs will have a huge impact on your mood and is probably why you’re struggling so much with everything right now. You have to get back on them. Please, please, please either call the out of hours GP service or go to A&E today. Please