I used to love Worzel too! :)
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I used to love Worzel too! :)
I don't want to keep fighting today. It feels too hard. I just want to curl into a ball and disappear. I've been awake 4 hours now and only half dressed. Everything just feels like an enormous effort and I just want it all to stop.
So don’t do anything. Have a day off. It is allowed.
I'm so sorry that this is so difficult for you. If only there was something that I could do. I'd swap places with you in an instant, as well you know.
I wouldn't want my worst enemy to feel like this.
No, it sucks big time (panda)
(panda)(bear)(panda)(bear)
I've started this so many times and deleted it each time. I'm still working up the courage to tell J and I already know how he'll react. I'm feeling a little bit more level now but I had to make myself bleed to get there. I don't like it when I crack and SH, I feel like a disappointment to everyone. I feel exhausted now so am settling down in my pjs with a book, I'm just annoyed with myself. And yes, I've cleaned it.
I get that. Obviously I wish you hadn’t hurt yourself but I get the feelings involved.
You are are a lot of things but never a disappointment. You’re kind, funny, intelligent, caring - the list could go on. Just try to rest your mind this evening (bear)