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Today is a bad day. I was awake before 4 again and didn't fall back to sleep until almost 7. J rang me as I drove home from work and I had to dry my phone as my eyes kept leaking, my head is a pretty dark place today and apparently it's obvious as saying I was fine didn't wash with him.
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Oh lovely, I'm sorry you're having a bad day - I could call you and you could laugh at my sexy man voice? Want to talk about why you aren't feeling great?
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I have my mum sounding like a squeaky toy to laugh at! I don't know why I feel so low today. I know J is worried about me and has ordered me to rest so I'm cross-stitching. I don't know, my mood is on the floor and my head is full of dark thoughts and all my insecurities are raising their ugly heads.
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The last 48 hours have been hellishly hard, hunni, so it’s not surprising it’s having an impact (bear). Do you want to talk about what’s been going on with your mum?
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Apparently the stop smoking nurse is coming to the house. She has cut down a fair bit today though. I'm not sure what more to say then that.
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Sending you lots and lots of hugs.
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Hey each one she doesn't smoke is a victory!
Sorry you're still feeling bad though lovely.
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I feel so close to giving up today. I even had to put my cross stitch away as it was winding me up.
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Don't give up love.... (bear) (bear) Can you watch crap on tv or something?