Sometimes making ourselves do things isn't as painful as we build it up to be.
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Sometimes making ourselves do things isn't as painful as we build it up to be.
Why besides all? Did you think he was a bad man?
I didn't, but I had my fears. All, she is the boss and he is her right hand. The difference is that he has never put pressure on anybody.
Glad you had fun. Are you glad you went?
Generally yes, although I've had a really hard inner struggle.
What inner struggle?
Because I distanced myself from many events for many years because of my physical and psychological condition. And my depression.
Now I feel a little better.
I can't believe I bought a new bag for this event, although I took another one.
One of work mates suggested that we get sometimes for a walk in a park.
Selena, maybe you could take an exercise in positive thinking? You work yourself up by assuming anyone you meet, whether at work, socially etc, or anything you do/get invited to, is going to turn out bad. And then you enjoy yourself. Socials like these are the sort of places you should be meeting people who could be friends/boyfriends and it would be wonderful if you could relax, have fun, and stop worrying
Yes, it's not easy for me. Because I've had depression. But today I haven't felt suicidal, that is why I decided to attend the event.
The only thing bothering me are my lumps.
It's not easy for any of us but our options are fight or let it consume us and control us.