Originally Posted by
SA89
My head is all over the place.. I went to visit my mum & I broke down straight away. She somehow contracted Shingles which is kinda like Chicken pox. The problem is because she has Lupus it affects her immune system more than the average person. Her blood count is really low so they had to put her on morphine. She looks like a burnt victim because her neck is ravished due to all the itching, causing nerve damage to her neck. Everyone's telling me I need to start buckin my ideas up. I don't deal with stress well at all. I feel like I'm trapped in this deep despair, waiting for the world to collapse around me. My mum's friend told me that anti-depressants are no good. I'm not sure if I agree with her..