Nooooooooooooooooo rest!
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Nooooooooooooooooo rest!
I'm trying but my mind isn't cooperating, I'm getting restless and finding it hard to sit still
I don't think you need to sit still to rest - I don't, I crochet because it helps my mind to rest and means I'm sitting ;)
How are you today love?
Tired. I was awake before 4 and then again at 5. It's taken 2 and a half hours to get up and get sorted as I have no energy or motivation. Already had J checking that I've eaten, I have! Just feeling a little empty today.
Do you have any plans for this weekend?
I need to do some studying but I don't have the motivation. I'm going to fail, I just know it :(
No. You’re not. You’re intelligent, focussed and it’s a subject you really want to study. Today, maybe even this week it may be hard but you’ve got a bit more time to put this one in and, even if it’s a bit rushed, you don’t fail on one rushed assignment
Well I've gotten myself organised and got a folder and notepad sorted for notes. I've found my laptop bag so I can keep everything together. It's a start!!!
It's a brilliant start. I know you can do this love. You are such an intelligent, interesting and fabulous lovely I have no doubt you'll be brilliant.
I know I need to have more faith in myself, I just don't know how. All I can see is week 2 starts tomorrow and I'm already a week behind.
What is your task for week 1?
There's a video to watch and some reading I think
You can do it Jaq you're highly intelligent and well bred (giggle) er I meant well read (nod)
(rofl)
Video watched. Now to watch again and take notes!
Wooohoo!! See, told you that you could do it!
4 and a half pages of notes, a half hour phone call with J and have made a cheese and leek potato bake from scratch.... tired now and my back is aching!
Wowzers. Bet you feel good about all you’ve achieved. You’ve earned a bit of a rest now
See, told you you could do it ;)
Well done love.. See we were right..
That's only part of the task for week 1, I still have more to do! But I've decided a shower would be more of a benefit
Yeah but that’s Called pacing, which is a good thing ;)
Spent the morning with J so this evening will be studying. Will try and get an early night as I'm up early for my eyes testing tomorrow.
Hope it's been a good day lovely...
It's been ok. I got a bit emotional when J was leaving but he is absolutely amazing at dealing with me when I get like that. I haven't done any studying today as my shoulder is flaring and my eye is painful. It's a bit red and swollen near my tear duct
Doctor’s tomorrow?
I'll be ok. I'm used to my shoulder flaring now, I just need to rest it and antinflammatories. I'll see what my eye is like tomorrow. I'm hoping it's not a tear duct infection as that may mean a trip to the hospital and I really can't be bothered with that!
(bear) I wish you and he could just be together..
We will be. He just wants to do everything he can to stop me being affected by the fallout.
I can understand that.. How are you doing today love?
I'm ok so far, just tired. Choosing new glasses is a nightmare when you can't see without your prescription ones! But I have new glasses chosen, my pocket is £70 lighter and the optician also commented on how dry my eyes are, so need to start using my drops.
OO new glasses! What did you go for?
Are you now going to rest?
^^^wss
Erm...probably pottering or studying.
I can't remember what my glasses look like! They're blue-ish.
How did the rest of the day go?
I ended up dozing off this afternoon and have just watched "Hulls Headscarf Heroes". Absolutely amazing documentary which I really recommend. I found it incredibly moving, but I think it's because it hits so close to home for me. I go past the memorial on Hessle Road most days and see the list of the men who died, I've been past the memorial up near the dock numerous times so these aren't just shadowy figures to me, but real people who shaped the character of my city itms?
Any links?
Not the only historical disaster on your mind today either I bet.
It isn't. Tom is over in Munich with some other friends at the moment, he attended a memorial service, and our friend Mike plays a big part in organising remembrance every year at Old Trafford.
https://youtu.be/zB32CZchF3k
(bear)(bear)