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Yesterday came across an article in DM about a woman with a rare physical condition, she found a job, got married and became mother. It's great that she had support and strength to overcome many things, her story inspired me.
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/femail/ar...surrogate.html
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Now I'm struggling to get out from home, I feel so confused but I know by autumn I should definitely do the first step.
My doc said my analysis are neither too bad nor too good and hormone balance is very imprevisible, I should just calm down.
And also there are very important decisions to make about my future.
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Sweetheart what kind of important decisions?
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About working and moving to other place, I feel trapped. But I simply can't accept reality - I mean physical illness and very slow progress. Maybe travelling could help a little, I don't know.
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Trapped in what way lovely?
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That's all about psychological matter, the people who have known me since my younger years can't help hidding the astonishment on their faces while meeting me now.Because I have changed and not in the best way, it's all because pcos. I feel rather free with new acquaintances, they at least didn't know me when I was in a better shape.
So I feel trapped inside pcos and the same infinite circle.
I need to move on, just don't know how to do it. Theoretically is simple, but certainly not in practice.
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Is it "just" your weight issues or are there other symptoms you have?
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The other unpleasant symptoms have been also bothering me, but nobody can guess it.
All my depressive moods are connected to my weight issues and how different I used to be in the past.
However there are other issues, family issues, that really have an impact on me.