Tomorrow I will head back to work.
But all my efforts went down...Today I've been falling and invaded by a lot of painful memories.
Printable View
Tomorrow I will head back to work.
But all my efforts went down...Today I've been falling and invaded by a lot of painful memories.
It's still early days and you're still grieving. Be kind to yourself (panda)
That’s not failing, lovely, it’s the reality of grief. Added to any apprehension about returning to work, it’s not really very surprising that today’s been a struggle.
I hope tomorrow goes ok (bear)
Selena, my Dad passed away over 10 years ago and I still get days where I just feel sad and I miss him more than normal.... That's not failing at all. It's being someone dealing with grief.
Hi Selena, I know I am much to late but I do want to send my condoleance (sorry, I do not know the English way of writting it).
I hope you manage to be kind to yourself. You had a rough time and still. I have read your thread and the people here are lovely. But not more or less lovely then you are.
You are lovely too (panda)
Thanks, Mira.
This week apparently passed easily, but at the same time hard.
The colleagues told me I'm looking nice.
By the end of week, I'm feeling exhausted, and I'm partially haunted by the images of the last days of my dying mom. And that is horrible, but I will probably be haunted till the end of my days.
Thats nice to hear from colleagues. And I am sure it was sincere.
The last days with your mom will never leave you. But I am sure that with time it will get easier. And you were there for her. You did all you could. That is worth remembering as a good thing. A loving, caring daughter.
It does get faded over time and you aren't so haunted....
I think your colleagues are right going by your pictures on FB, you do look lovely.
Can you have something lovely to look forward to this weekend?
I can go to a cafe or for a walk.
I am heartbroken again...
Just found my colleague (ex as she had been ill for a couple of months) is seriously ill. She has brian tumor, she underwent surgery 3 months ago, but now the tumor grew again.
Her mother is desperately searching for help to undergo surgery abroad (maybe in Germany).
She is such an angel...cannot believe it