Second all the above hunni x
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Second all the above hunni x
I may not achieve it all. I just need to remember to breathe and not beat myself up if I'm unable to do something. But since I met J, I'm looking forward to the future, I'm actually planning for the future!!! That's something I've not done in a long time.
I just going to repeat what every said, that is a brilliant plan. I have every confidence in you and I know that you can do it!!
I can feel my mood sliding. I just want a few stable days without having to fight tears. It's utterly exhausting...
Oh hunni can you find a distraction
I'm reading, but in hindsight, 'Me After You' may not be the wisest choice.
I've never read it so cant comment but if its not helping could you get your knitting out ?
Hope you're doing ok lovely x
I'm plodding, just feeling low.
Angie, it's the sequel to Me Before You. It's about how she deals with her grief after the events in the first book.
I havent read either hunni sorry xx
(panda) you’re right, not the most uplifting book choice, but wonderful novels
I think she's a wonderful author. 'The Girl You Left Behind' is brilliant too
Will have a look out for them am always reading
They're by Jojo Moyes
Thank you sweetie xx
How are you today gorgeous?
I'm ok I think. It's weird, I feel quite numb, I'm missing J a hell of a lot, yet he's said some incredibly moving things to me which has made me feel loved and happy and made me smile and in the background there's agitation. How can I feel numb and happy and agitated at the same time?
Maybe it's because anxiety and agitation have been so familiar to you and so much a part of your life, and being happy is a relatively new feeling! Maybe one day the two A's will give up the ghost and happiness will take over. Let's hope so eh?
Maybe because you are completely in love!
I really am :) only 2 and a half days and I get to see him :)
I just wish my mood was more stable. I can feel myself sliding again.
(panda)(panda)
Anxiety is rising now. At least I've already eaten so can disappear upstairs very soon...
(bear) (panda)
Oh hunni! Can you do something for you lovely?
I'm going to do a bit more studying and then take a break. I have music on in the background which helps.
(panda)(bear) Can you relax after?
I can but try.
Good!
Finally in my pjs. Plan was to settle down with a book...settling down with caramac buttons instead...
Yay for PJ's and for caramac buttons!
Caramac buttons sound a good idea, now do I have to get the water bottles out :P (Kiss)
I've refilled it!!! Honest!!!
Had to look up caramac buttons to see what they were, must admit they look very tempting I'd guessed that caramel was the main ingredient now I want some but will have to make do with a cup of Cadbury's hot choc instead ;)
Okies will let you off this time :)
Morning, lovely!
Morning! A 40 minute phone call with J is a wonderful way to start the day! (inlove)
Plan today is breakfast and then studying. I need to finish this bloody chapter!!!
What a great start you must be firing on all cylinders and rarin' to go so that "bloody chapter" doesn't stand a chance ;)
Brilliant start to the day x