Yes now I have got myself going I am doing fine. I think the lorazapam last night helped but I get concerned about taking them too often as I don't want to become addicted.
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Yes now I have got myself going I am doing fine. I think the lorazapam last night helped but I get concerned about taking them too often as I don't want to become addicted.
Glad you're doing OK lovely..
Thanks
Just trying to write an agreement for the gallery now. I am getting far too bogged down in admin at the moment. It seems like ages since I did any artwork!
Can you build in some time where you get to do some?
Hopefully today I might be able to get some done. I do need to spend a few hours recycling clay though now that my fingers are getting better
Its one oclock in the morning and I am wide awake and lonely. I was discussing this morning how me and my friend are so different. At 10:30 this morning she was saying how she had been down to the town, had a coffee in a coffee shop, delivered a parcel, been for a swim and bought tickets for her daughters school play. My reply was that I had got dressed!!
I feel that she is like a sports car, she can get going from 0-60 in 30 seconds but by mid afternoon she has burned all her fuel and crashes completely out of spoons. I am like a mini. I get to 60 eventually but don't rush me, once I am there I keep running till late at night.
When I settled down to sleep tonight I just knew that I would not be able to get off. I don't know why, its not as if I am worrying or overthinking stuff, or even particularly excited about anything. It has been a pretty standard week actually so I don't know why I am awake. I have taken a lorzapam about 20 minutes ago so hopefully that will help.
Did it help? Hope you're ok this morning
Yes it did but of course I only got 6 hours and woke feeling still not quite with it. However managed to get up to speed and pug some clay, throw 5 little dishes and create a tiny desert island scene (with hut, two palm trees a hammock, a treasure chest, a raft and a stream all in a dish about 5 inches across. Just grabbing some lunch now
Feeling cold tonight and cant seem to get warm which is a bad sign that I am about to crash. Spent the last hour and a half in bed dozing as I am so tired. Will try and have a rest day tomorrow. Hubby has called by so I have sent him up MacDonalds to get my dinner. :P
Well done, you're seeing the signs and doing what you need to to try to prevent a crash.