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Think of it like the first big lockdown in March. You really wanted to go get a hair cut or your nails done or go to the gym but it didn’t matter how much you wanted it you simply could not do it. That’s what it’s like in my head at times like this but instead of the government stopping me doing stuff it’s my own mind.
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Sounds like a hot bath kind of night.
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Even running a bath is too much effort and far more luxurious than I deserve. Maybe tomorrow.
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Um I think you'll find that a hot bath is not something you have to earn.....ie you deserve one just by being, not doing. Xxx
Hope you find some peace.
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SM is right. It's got nothing to do with "earning" it at all.... Go and get in the bath....
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Nah I cba. That can be my reward for getting a few things sorted tomorrow. Nothing too challenging but tonight I’m gonna watch the end of the darts and go straight to bed.
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Fair enough... It shouldn't be a reward thing, just a you should have one because you want one...
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Yeah but we all need something nice to look forward too.
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Couldn’t sleep last night. Still awake at 3am. Phone rang at 7am, my sister had lost her keys and needed my spare. Was not impressed. Been trying to go back to sleep ever since.