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It’s know what to do with it all. I need a plan and work out what lives where. I need to separate the various craft stuff so paracord stuff in one place, card stuff in another etc. I haven’t yet worked out the logistics and I can’t get my head to work on the solution. I know I’m useless, that’s why I have decided to give up and go cry into my pillow instead.
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You’re not useless, at all. Maybe today’s not the day to do it all, maybes the day just to do one section?
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I’m just frustrated cos I know the end result I want to achieve I just don’t know how best to get there without making a ton of mess, stressing out over it and getting upset.
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You're trying to do it all in one go. That's only going to cause mess/stress/upset. Be kind to you. One bit at a time.
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I’ve decided to do the washing up and book a repair for the washing machine. Got a 10 day wait.
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That's a pita having to wait so long!
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I’m really not having a good day. There’s no real reason for it, I’m just finding everything a struggle. Twice I’ve tried to get the washing up done and still forget some stuff. I really need to change my bedding but every time I go up there I just lie on the bed and nothing gets done. I fancied a cooked dinner but it looks like microwave crap or what ever is in the fridge tonight cos I’ve really not got it in me to do much else. Darts world champs final is on later and not even able to get excited about that.
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Is there anything that could be triggering this mood?
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Dunno, well there’s tons of rl stuff going on and it does all get me down but some days it’s a case of just getting by. I literally can’t think straight, like there is a mental block, and my brain is is like nope, cannot compute. May as well just bang my head against a brick wall. I’m not doing a very good job of explaining it. I’m totally flat, everything is an effort. I don’t feel bad, i don’t really feel anything unless I try and push myself which leads to frustration and disappointment but doing nothing is a waste.
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How about some self care? Maybe that should be what you’re doing right now....