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Outside isn't an option, there's nowhere to sit and even if their was, it's quite windy so my notes would blow everywhere.
I can try but I have so little energy. I'm spending more time just lying here staring blankly at the page then actually working...
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Hey hunni, hope the day has been kinder as the day has got on love... (panda)(panda)
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Not particularly. I coulld easily curl into a ball and just cry. I wish I could disappear but it's not really an option. I'm just feeling really, really alone and if I'm honest, bitter. And I feel guilty for feeling bitter.
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It seems to me today that trying to study is being counter productive .....
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I'm getting there, I'm actually starting last weeks work so small sense of achievement. But the thoughts are trying to shout that sense of achievement down.
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You're doing well Jaq the backlog of uni work is getting less and less so try and ignore those negative thoughts, or shout back "I'm winning" which you are (bear)
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Well done lovely! You're getting there! Bit by bit!
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I've managed to keep going all day and I've finally cracked. It's hard to not just completely break down and I'm fighting it but I'm tired. I'm tired of being alone. I don't want to be alone anymore. I don't want my life anymore.
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I know it's tough, but you know it's not going to be like this forever...
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Do I though? Right now I'm not sure of anything at all