She'll have a ball. I won't know what to do with myself.
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She'll have a ball. I won't know what to do with myself.
Today’s not a great day. I’ve had to cancel housegroup that I was supposed to be hosting tomorrow, I’ve asked for an extension on handing in my final assessment. And a few weeks ago, I booked a gp appointment because I was in a really good place and wanted to reduce my amitriptyline to try to reduce the fatigue and brain fog. Obviously I’m in no fit state to reduce ADs now…… I was just doing some work on the fb page and saw the last Fab 5s Suzi wrote, and dissolved into a soggy, snotty mess. I miss her so much.
I was just remembering her joy at her new wheelchair and getting out and about and booking theatre tickets. It is so unfair. Today I am angry for her, for a life cut short when she had so much still to enjoy.
Yeah, the Fab 5 I saw was her saying how wheelchair had changed her life.
The fab 5's set me off too. Today is a horrible day. I'm in a fog right now, after staring into space all morning. I have nothing done.
How is everyone today? I’ve been sitting her with the shawl Suzi crocheted for me around my shoulders - despite the fact I was hot!
Probably not doing as well as I'd like to think. I'm organising...
I'm distracting. If I stop doing stuff, then I cry. So I'm putting stuff from one place to another and back again.
I've been stuck into today as getting my new full fibre broadband installed. We live ¹/⁴ mile from the pole so was a long job getting the cable in.
I've been antsy because I couldnt go out for a walk or anything. Anyway it's all done now and the family is coming home in dribs and drabs so that will keep me busy.
I need to finish my assessment, but managed 3 paragraphs before my brain went to mush. A weeks extension might not be enough, especially as the final question is to self analyse using reflective practice. I’m looking sideways at that one right now….