I cried again!!! Why do I always cry??? He needs me to be strong for him and everytime I tell myself that I won't cry and I do and I'm sick of crying!!!
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I cried again!!! Why do I always cry??? He needs me to be strong for him and everytime I tell myself that I won't cry and I do and I'm sick of crying!!!
We cry for many reasons, sadness, joy, pain, and all because of our emotions. Sweetie, you’re crying because he matters so much and I don’t think there’s anything wrong in that
I know you're right. He wouldn't leave until I'd told him why I was crying and he'd made sure I was ok. He said it's important to him that I'm not afraid to show him how I feel. It's just hard letting go when I've had to hide it for so many years and when crying was classed as emotional blackmail.
Forget the idea that crying means you're weak! Like Paula says, there's lots of things that make us cry....it's just another cleansing process, and far better to cry than keep it in and letting it fester. You've got quite a bit on your plate at the moment and you're dealing with it in your own way that's all.
I agree with Paula hunni and this may sound really odd, but am glad that you have been able to cry, it shows how far you have come that you're not holding back your emotions with him as it shows how much you trust in his care and love for you, does that make sense?
I completely agree with the others. It's actually about the most healthy relationship I think you've had....
That makes perfect sense Angie. He's probably the person I feel safest with and the only one who gets the real me. As sad as it sounds, I don't even feel completely safe around my dad. I love him to bits but I don't feel safe around him as he's an arse when he drinks. I've had to come up stairs as he's being a dick with my mum and I can't handle it right now.
(panda) lovely.. I really hope that you are doing something nice for you x
At the moment I'm just flopped face down on my bed. I want to do a bit more studying and then maybe find something to watch.
Do something nice for you lovely.