My voluntary boss told me I failed my interview to become an Advocate today. I really had my heart set on it & saw it as a light at the end of the tunnel, a sense of purpose. Now I'm back to having no direction again & we all know where that leads..
It just reaffirms my need to be loved & have a rich social life. It frustrates me knowin that people express their appreciation for me yet I'm not a part of their life in any meaningful way :(